Back Again

I took time off to go to visit my family during the holiday, I had so much fun and when I came back I had to take sometime to get my groove back. 

So many changes and disappointments. First of all, it turns out that I won't be going to do my MSc this year because PTDF has no funds left. (*whispers* there are unconfirmed rumors that the ES channeled the money to other.. *cough*) 

So with an extra year I have to pull my parachute, my plan B. Work at all I wanna do: designing, sewing, volunteering for an NGO. Nothing to lose attitude and also to start  managing my money (Money Bending). 

What else?

Never Enough

Earlier last week I was resolved to be positive. I had plans. Though I have started to put some in motion and several things are happening that have spiked my happiness radar a bit, I still feel drawn and like nothing's working out.

First off my job is getting to me. You know how they say 'do the work you love and you'll never work a day in your life'? Well I don't enjoy the job I do, so its real work. Just when I think I have gotten the hang of it, curve balls come. I give and give and give and they say its never enough. The company might be in jeopardy but what can I do? I have been promoted but no pay increase has been initiated. Its just demoralizing.